Thursday, 27 October 2011

Turn twenty five.



To all my friends and family all over the world, I want to say thank you all for your warm, sweet and beautiful birthday wishes over text messages, Facebook and Twitter etc. It filled my heart with joy to read all of your kind words.


Well, I'm officially 25 now (it's a quarter of a century for god sake!). I wish to have a better, wonderful years ahead filled with love. Hope you guys have a great one too.

Love you all and again I thank you from the bottom of my heart ;)

With love,

Thursday, 13 October 2011

Tiring day. Tiring work.

Seems like I cramped all my stories in a week and post it here in bundle. Heehe. Hi lovelies! How’s you day? Well, I’m not doing so well these days. I hate my job.

Nay, I don’t hate my job, but I hate this working place, and I hate my boss! He gives me headache over and over again. His mood tends to sway; if he feels like wanna joke around, he makes jokes and when he’s angry, then we're doomed!
In my case, he keeps on changing his mind and simply change the design; size of columns, beams, slab thickness etc which cause me to re-design all the things over again! (Engineering people might know what I’m talking about). Not a single or two beams, but all floors, whole building!

So this is what happened. Last Thursday when I brought my design which is following what I learned in uni and showed it to him, he started to raise his voice and said that is not the way he wanted.


I accepted that. So I brought my work home since he needed it on the next day (Friday). I stayed up till 2a.m. to finish it. And I did. The only thing left was I have to key-in all the design into MS-software which only available at the office.


So on the next day (Friday, D-Day) I drivethrough-ed (well if this word exists hahaa) McD meal in the morning since I know I will not be able to finish it up if I leave my work for lunch, not even a minute. So I stayed and had my lunch at the office, and at the same time hardly do my work. However, at 4p.m., boss asked me to see him.


Dup dap dup dap! I can hear my heart was beating fast, and seemed like he was planning to find my mistake again. And I was right. He never satisfied. I tried my best to be patient, and control my mixing emotions. But when he continuously scolded me that day, I felt annoyed and pissed off. Everything came up in my mind. “ I stayed up till 2a.m. to finish up this thing, I’m tired.” “I had lunch at the office because of this.” “In another few days I’ll become a permanent staff, I can’t give up my job now.”
Plus, mood swings caused by PMS.

Until the moment when couldn’t take it anymore, I was thinking about quitting. The moment I was thinking about it, it brought me to tears. Yes, I cried. In front of my boss. And I couldn’t stop! When he saw me crying, then only he looked nervous, lowered down his voice and cool down.
*tau pun cuak!*

We then continued discussing about it calmly and when the same issue been raised up, it brought me to tears, again. Sensitive me I know! So after 3 hours standing up (no chairs in his room), discussing, I can only went back home at 7.30p.m., an hour late. Once again I brought my work home and finish it up during weekend.

Oh only on Sunday, since I went release my tension, screamed till my heart burst out at the Korean Music Wave concert on Saturday. And now I feel so relief that my work is done!
Dear boss, IF you read this, stop pressuring and torturing us like that. Don’t you realize that everybody hates to work with you?

P.s. But I still thinking of quitting from this company. Forreal. Well, my sister once said "If you're not happy with it, why do you want to force yourself to be happy?"

P.s.p.s Alhamdulillah I got 2 interviews this week. Hope everything will go smoothly. Amin.






With love,

Saturday, 1 October 2011

Korean Music Wave 2011 in Malaysia.

Korean Music Wave 2011 was awesome wehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Although we were entertained by only 7 lined-up from Korea, but it was still awesomeeeeeeeeee! I bet all Primadonnas (FT Island fans), VIPs (BigBang fans), KissMes (UKiss fans), 4Nias (4Minute fans), Angels (TeenTop fans) and TripleS (SS501’s Park Jung Min fans) really had a great time like I did!
   
So the event was held at Stadium Merdeka on 24th September 2011 supposed to start at 7 p.m. but at that time, we were still in the car looking for parking space! We were extremely late due to heavy traffic along the road (its KL afterall), plus, we entered the wrong way and lost! But thank god we were able to reach at the venue when they just started.

I brought two cameras that day, a LUMIX and digital camera in case for emergency. During bag checking I was asked to hand off the LUMIX because its considered as SLR. I was like, damn you its not SLR which part of it is SLR? ! I argued at first but of course jut let them win or I will be late to enter the place. So Fathy and I went to the counter and acted like I have already hand it off when I actually put it in my big pocket, and went inside without being caught! Yahoo! Thank you ‘poket doraemon’!

Yoy & Wan’s wedding day.

Housemate, coursemate and also classmate since diploma programme, Yoy from Ipoh surprised me with a wedding invitation card arrived at my house. This no-longer-single-status is now Hazwan's wife, also a friend since diploma programme. Envy much? yea! These are some beautiful moments during their wedding day held at Hotel Sri Malaysia, Ipoh.

So now, Yoy quit her job here and is moving to Sarawak in another few days, to follow the husband. Oh, yes husband. From Ipoh to Sarawak, but I know she will fit well living in Sarawak since her Bahasa Sarawak is perfectly good make people barely recognize her from Semenanjung! Wishing two wonderful people a happy life together, and bear a lot of cute twin babies! (Yes, Hazwan has a twin brother) Congratulations!
 

P.s Seeing my friends gey married one by one, I no longer looking for boyfriend, but husband. Anyone? ;)
P.s.p.s. On our way back home, Yoy gave a call mentioned that someone broke into their room and stole laptop, mobile phone etc that day. So guys, be careful on your wedding day!